They say vodka and bacardi would take the pain away.

I’m here all alone. Getttting my self drunk. The hurt doesn’t seem to go away. I will always love you Maria loreta benedicto sazamora. I’m aalwats be here to love you… I swear. I would never let gyotu go. I primise to lvoe yuo all the days of my life. The room;s kinda spinning right now. I feel Imma puke for the third time. Still I can’t let go, they say alcohol would let me forget you. It doesn;t make anything vetter. All I know is I will always love you. Not anything could make me forhet about you. Let me love you always.. Let me. I wish you’d see that you are my everythinf. It’s getting harder and harder to breathe now that you are away. I know without you I’d be miserable all the days of my life. I alreadt died inside now that you are gone. I wish to die right now. But since you want me being stroeng, I’l be. I swaar. I hoep you come back to me. Let me always love you. Please.

Won’t ever let go.

2012 would be my deathbed without you in my life. Happy fucking new year.

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